Last Step to New Beginning: Ending a Chapter of Development and Discovery

 Did it make it in the last quarter? Of course, I did.

Well, I am not that shocked because the fourth quarter is only a short time, but I am really happy that I managed to hold on and keep striving so that I will finish the fourth quarter enjoying a variety of things. The fourth quarter seems very interesting to me compared to the previous quarter because I find the lessons very exciting, I guess. But really, this is the most enjoyable quarter for me this school year. It was a tiring quarter because there was so much happening, but I could keep up. In this last quarter, I gained a lot of lessons, discoveries, issues, and realizations. This quarter widened my knowledge because of the various topics that were discussed. These topics may help me in the future and can be a cause that can help me understand many things. 

In this last quarter, I obtained a lot of knowledge that I know will be useful for my journey. The learning and discoveries that I’ve made have a lot of advantages for me; they can help me develop skills, talents, and more that can have a lot of beneficial outcomes for me. The subjects' lessons and topics are particularly insightful and impactful, such as the subject of English that this fourth quarter discusses in terms of how to write effective and good research. And it also discusses the different parts of research. The subject Filipino discusses a certain novel that revolves around exposing the corruption and abuses of colonial government in the past centuries, which is El Filibusterismo. The subject of math also taught me about statistics, which is a little bit confusing but very easy to do. While studying science, it discusses chemistry, which is, I think, my favorite branch of science. It taught me about gas laws, biochemistry, and more. TLE taught me about sitemaps, creating Ethernet cables, and more; this also discussed safety percussion while you are at work. Also, Edukasyon sa Pagpapakatao discusses how to care for the environment, different issues about sex, and more. Araling Panlipunan taught me how to be a good citizen, the laws about citizenship, and our rights. Then the subject MAPEH taught me about opera, music play, cheer dance, health careers, and more. And last, the CTP taught me how to save people's lives, safety precautions, and disaster assistance.

In this journey in the last quarter, I am happy to say that I have only encountered small problems and challenges. Same problems, but some were not included because I tried my best to delete them for the sake of my soul. One of the problems is that I am being lazy again. I am not that afraid of deadlines during the last quarter, and I just choose my happiness over the schoolwork that causes me headaches. The last problem is that I feel like I am losing hope, but at the same time, I feel like I am chasing something to achieve one of my goals this school year. I don't know how it went wrong. I just feel that I will never achieve my goal, so I just take it easy on myself so that I will not be stressed. And chasing means it feels like I think I want to pursue something, but I know I cannot do it because I am feeling down and losing myself.

Regardless of the challenges I face, I am brave enough to confront and deal with them in order to improve myself and my grades. Well, the challenges were difficult for me to handle, but I gave it my all because it was for my own good. I faced this challenge bravely in order to perform well. I tried to be productive because this endeavor is allowing me to make progress and achieve my goals. Being this one can lead to self-confidence and satisfaction, as I experienced this quarter. I also tried to find inspiration so that I wouldn't lose hope, and I tried to keep my cool. Remaining inspired helped me get through difficult situations, and remaining calm allowed me to think clearly and make better decisions. During these challenges, I realized that life is not a race and that starting over is a success. Overall, I just need to calm down so that I can feel comfortable with myself and achieve my goals. And addressing these issues means I need to pray to God to continue to guide me. 

Further, as I take a step, I will continue my journey, but not as a grade 10 student but as a grade 11 student. This will be my final blog post—this blog account is actually my dump and my freedom wall since I expressed all of my feelings and thoughts that have kept me sane this school year. It was a fun experience for someone who loves to write anything. This blog account is actually my sanctuary.

As I go forward, I will keep going and continue to chase my dreams until I succeed. I will try to use all the knowledge that I learned in this school year so that my grade 11 experience will not go to waste and I will not be full of regret. I will try to strive harder and improve myself more so that I will be satisfied. And I will always pray to God that he will guide me and help me to conquer all the problems and challenges I will face. At last, I promised to shine brighter because, as I said, as long as I am alive and dreaming, I will try to do all I can to have a good result that can make parents proud.

But as I end this, I want to thank everyone who has always been beside me and is trying to give me motivation. I want to thank all my teachers who didn’t give up on us and continued to have patience with us despite our behavior—truly, teachers are heroes. As for my classmates in our classroom and ICT, thank you for all the bonding and memories. I will forever cherish all the moments. 

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.

You were bigger than the whole sky.

You were more than just a short time.

I promised that I will treasure all the memories we shared! Thank you to all my classmates, my teachers, friends, my family, and, of course, our adviser, Sir Pajarillo, and our ICT teacher, Ma'am Vera Cruz.

Good luck to us completers! I wish that God will bless us and guide us! 

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